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Annie and her 'Inseparable Grief'

Annie wondered why her falsetto sounded so false. But then, falsettos are called that because they sound false right? Wonder why anyone would design a word like 'falsetto' in the first place, when so much else in life is also false and doesn't have a false name? But then, how did she arrive at  the 'falsetto' conundrum in the first place? She resorted to the highly successful cover of her falsetto once again as she yelled out a shrill 'Hii!!!' at yet another new face. Her falsettos, the numerous 'Hi!!!'sss that were now floating around the party spot, floated around, ricocheted against the walls and then turned back, acussing her with dazed looks. Everyone else in the party seemed to be having a great time. Why, then was she having to pretend to be happy? Before she could resolve this, 'it' tugged at her arm, winked at her, pinched her cheek and walked up nonchalantly to fetch a drink. A vodka-cranberry (in the absence of tonic and ice)...

2012 & the SOAS Soul Search

I broke a rule of mine today. I took a long, aimless, ambling walk down unknown streets of London with cold rain pelting down the story book like, red & brown  structures that gives the Queen's city its melancholic yet romantic character.  3.44 pm, 1 January 2012. London reminded me of a beautiful, vulnerable, radiant bride, just after her first night. Her lonely streets, shying away from cold,  relentless raindrops, still wearing their beautiful, fairy-white new year décor, resembled this lovely bride of my imagination; involuntarily flaunting the natural blush of hungry love making from the night before, not yet out of her wedding finery;  keen to postpone her encounter with the sane, civilised world; just so she can live in this unforgettable, incomparable moment some more; live out every memory of the night that passed, the night that gave her stories & memories that nothing in the world had really prepared her for. She doesn't want to meet anyone t...