As always, the words have been in hibernation. And the trigger? Summer. Somnumbulence. Sleepiness induced by mirage like heat haze. And of course, demotivation. Key word in my program these days. De Mo Ti Va Ti On. Some in my work place might be baying for a taste of my disgusting blood right now. Some, the better ones, are often constantly over worked, over screamed at, and live in a huge, bobbing, surreal, space capsule. A space ruled by fast, feckless commands and constant edginess. But they will agree on the de motivation.... We all are. Hanging our heads down, staring so hard onto our computer screens so hard, hoping to pierce in a few explosive holes on the monitors Just by staring. U see, the menial masses that run the functional, superficial yet superciliously arrogant and smug Indian news media industry, lost out on a whole 36 months of pay hikes. The cause given was standard, factory line, store front excuse- the recession. Of course, the recession was also the phas...
Stories of our lives, lived realities, urban motherhood and unmet ambition. Hope to connect to more people like me who can never find someone like themselves in mainstream discourses. Born cynic with a touch of optimism.